How often we hit them,we make a decision and move on. Mostly it's easy. Occasionally it is unexpected, and sometimes, it's just plain hard. I find myself at the latter, in an unexpected place...not one of my choosing, but a result of former decisions, none the less.
I like the picture I've chosen to use tonight...I've always thought of it as a 'road less traveled', and that appeals to me. Or should that read "appealed"?Maybe what I have seen as a "road less traveled" is actually a "dead end".
After days(and weeks) of restlessness and discontentment, I realized tonight that I just plain DON'T LIKE MY LIFE anymore. I have to admit it shocked even me. I've been quite content with my small life, my simple, lowkey way of being in the world. That part hasn't changed, so maybe it's the things around me that have changed? Maybe I'm being pulled in too many directions? Or maybe lacking in direction at all? I don't know. I just know it's really NOT ok right now. And having realized that, I need to do something about it, and I am going to. All you get from treading water is tired legs. If you're doing something(regardless of how long you've done it)and it's not working, then do something else! Even if you don't have a plan, move confidently in a different direction and look for what beckons you to follow.
Schoolgirl Sampler Book
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